'Every being in the world yearns to be always happy, free from the taint of sorrow; and desires to get rid of bodily ailments, which are not of his true nature. Further everyone cherishes the greatest love for himself: and this love is not possible in the absence of happiness. In deep sleep, though devoid of everything, one has the experience of being happy. Yet, due to the ignorance of the real nature of one's own being, which is happiness itself, people flounder in the vast ocean of material existence forsaking the right path that leads to happiness and act under the mistaken belief that the way to be happy consists in obtaining the pleasures of this and the other world.'From the Preface to Sankara's Crownjewel of Discrimination
Every
time you read words of Ramana Maharshi
something
extraordinary happens. As his words meet your eyes, immediately a great
stillness and quiet comes over you. There is something in the tone of
his
words (it must have been in his voice also) that makes you immediately
feel
at ease and happy. I have observed it may times and it is truly
remarkable.
No other writer does it quite like
he does. Perhaps
the effect comes from the great comfort in his words. For his message
is
very clear and simple: you are already happy right now, though you
might
have lost sight of it for the moment. For happiness is you true nature.
It is the inner core of your very being. You can never escape being
happy.
For the sun of your very Self is always shining, though there may be
clouds
covering the sun. The only task in your life is to remove the clouds
and
then your own very Sun will be a shining in all its true splendour.
It's very funny in a way. People are born happy. They will always fall back in happiness if they would let nature take its course and just sit still and be. But somehow people distrust God/nature. They want to make happiness instead of being the happiness that they already are. They start to look outside of themselves for happiness. But there it cannot not so easily be found. For outer happiness can only respond to a realised inner happiness. And if we don't focus on this inner happiness, then it might get obscured, for the diversity of the outside world creates all sorts of images and feelings in our mind that can obstruct our inner wellbeing.
And this is what alienation is. We get alienated from our very Self. That is what makes us so miserable, to be alienated from our own natural happiness. So then we start looking again for this Self. But it really is absurd in a way, for how can you look for something that you already are, right at this very moment. It has never left you, for this happiness is your very existence. You would not be here if there was no happiness.
Ramana used to illustrate this stalemate situation with his story about a lady who thought she had lost her precious necklace. She put the whole house bottom up to find this piece of jewellery again. Her heart was sickened by great misery and desperation because of the loss. But all the while, looking in every drawer and cupboard there was in the house, she wore the necklace around her neck. So it is with happiness. You already have it.
So
there is no question of finding happiness, but
all
it needs is to remove your unhappiness. And this unhappiness is your
ignorance
of who you really are. So you have to find out who you really are, like
it was written on the temple of Apollo at Delphi: gnothi seauton, know
thyself.
Ramana tells us
that when we close our eyes in
meditation
and repeatedly
ask our self the question 'who am I?' that we will find the real I (or
I-I
as he called the Self, because it is found to be the I of the
personality).
For the unreal I, the ego-personality, will give way for the real One
to
shine out in its full splendour.
Everything emerges out of Pure Consciousness. We are born when from this Pure Consciousness a little spark shines forth. This spark is the 'I-thought' that was conceived in Consciousness. Out of the 'I-thought' all other thoughts rise up:
Pure Consciousness > the 'I-thought' > the variety of thoughts emerging from the 'I'
But only the first Source can considered to be real. All other thoughts that manifest in the mind/body structure are unreal, for they are for ever changing and fleeting. The 'I-thought' was born and itself and all that is born of it will die again. So it is not real. It is like a dream that starts and vanishes again. It has no everlasting being. Only our Source is real, for It is and will remain always. Now the Upanishads and Ramana say: Tattwamasi, you are That. You are this Source, this Pure Consciousness. It is not only the substratum of your existence, no, you are that. You are your own very Self. To think you are the non-Self is the great illusion and from it stems all unhappiness.
So you are not your body, at least not primarily. The same with your thoughts, feelings and sensual impressions. You have them, but you aren't them. As an illustration Ramana tells us to compare our situation with spectators at a cinema show (did he know about Plato's allegory of the Cave?). We are looking at images projected on a white screen and deeming them for real. These images exhilarate or depress us. We think that they are part of our life. We are drawn into the illusion, so to speak, to such an extent that we do not see the light anymore coming from the projector. All the time the white screen also can be seen if we alter the Gestalt of our vision, but we simply loose sight of it. To us only the images on the screen are for real.
The
projector is the 'I-thought'. With its light
it
is sending all kinds of thoughts and feelings to our mind. We deem them
for real. We tend to identify our self with these images. But these
images
can't exist without the screen. Only the screen is for real. Because it
never changes and is always the same. It receives every kind of image,
be
it good or bad. It is amoral. It only gives life to the cinema show.
The
screen always remains pure and
white.
It is never affected by what it receives. It never gets stained. All
the
violence of all the cheap movies never affects the screen. When the
light
of the projector dies out ..... Well, there is the screen again. The
screen
is the Self.
Enlightenment is to be in an everlasting and natural contact with the Self. It can not be attained, for we are already It. The only thing to do is to remove in the waking state our ignorance about the Self . For every night in deep sleep we fall back again into that enlightened state. In deep sleep we are devoid of our body, of our name, of all thinking and feeling. To be empty like that is to be really happy. For when we wake up we say: ' I have slept happily!'. We have reminiscence of the happy state we were in. When we sink back into our Source in deep sleep, we regain energy and happiness. We recover from all our worries, fatigues and ailments. For the Self is our great healer and the source of all our happiness.
But this is astonishing, isn't it? So we have to become during the day, just as we are during the night, when unconscious? Yes, it really is as simple as that. Enlightenment is the most negative state possible. It is being bereft of all form, of all content of mind, of your name and your whole personality. It is living in the deep stillness and peace of deep sleep, totally empty and devoid of everything. 'Like a somnambulist?' somebody dared to ask. 'Yes, in a way', Ramana laughed, 'but then very conscious of everything'. For this is the big difference: in deep sleep we are unconscious of being, while in sahaja nirvikalpa samadhi (the natural state of enlightenment) we have become conscious as consciousness itself.
How simple, but how very difficult at the same time! Suppose we would accept this theoretically (but how few would, especially in the West), how could we manage to do so? How could we live like conscious sleepers? It all sounds so strange to us. Do we really have to become like walking sleepers? Isn't that total boredom? Would we still be able to work, to live and love? Can there be communication between sleepers?
These
are all objections coming from the mind,
that
has not of yet realised this blissful state. Remember, it is like deep
sleep. It is not deep sleep itself. Because of our lack of experience
Ramana
uses this analogy. In fact conscious deep sleep is a totally
different
state than deep sleep itself. For no, it is not total boredom.
On
the contrary, it is a state where there is never felt boredom anymore.
For
it is a state of total
satisfaction,
a being at ease with one's Self. Do we
feel
bored
in sleep? Our work can also be done very properly and diligently, when
in
this state. For our ability to concentrate is greatly enhanced when we
are
totally still and not distracted anymore by all kinds of thoughts.
But how to arrive at this state of being? Maharshi tells us that the purpose of every form of yoga (and of every form of religion) is to realise 'a cessation of all modifications of mind' (citta-vritti-nirodhah Patanjali Yoga Sutra 2). All thoughts must quiet down and give way, in order to experience the source of mind, the Divine Reality, that is hidden behind it. Meditation is the way to do it. If we practise daily at becoming still, we will eventually reach the stage of sahaja nirvikalpa samadhi, ie. a natural state of being totally conscious of one's divine Source, which is the ultimate liberation for man.
Ramana mentions different ways of 'turning the mind off'. They all amount to some form of inner meditation.
1. Investigation (vichara) into the working of the mind.
Vichara is 'looking with the mind to the mind'. When done
seriously
and with passion during considerable time, thinking will stop of its
own
accord. When you close your eyes and look for the mind you will not
find
anything. The mind is not there when sought for. It will turn out to be
unreal. And what there is will be found to have all kinds of
limitations
and shortcomings. So with Socrates you'll come to the conclusion that
'the
only thing I know is that I don't know'. When you have reached this
conclusion
in your meditations, there will be no more thoughts. Only attention and
awareness remain.
2. Investigation (vichara) into the source/ground of all
thought
Investigation into the source of your thoughts will bring you to the
'I-thought'.
When you look into this 'I' it will prove to be a superimposition onto
an
unlimited 'I'. The different religions call this unlimited 'I' : 'God',
or 'the Self', or 'Pure Consciousness' etc. When you reach this Source
all
thoughts will end. The result will be samadhi, the experience
of
consciousness itself.
3. Concentration (dhyana) on one thought to exclude all other
thoughts
This is called japa by the ancient masters. You take
one word
sound (a mantra) and repeat it over and over again with closed
eyes.
This concentration on one word sound will let the mind lose its
activity,
because it is now stopped in dissipating its energy. Eventually all
thoughts
will die down, including the mantra itself. Then the Source is
revealed.
We
all know that our mind becomes tranquil when
we concentrate.
Every student has had the experience. What happens when we concentrate
on
books, music or a hobby, happens even more when we concentrate on a
divine
name or a sublime and divine thought. With such a thought the mind is
easily
transcended and the divine origin reached. So we can use as a mantra
the
name of a divine person. Thinking about such a person with reverence
is
a form of devotion (bhakti). Christians can use the name
of Jesus as a mantra. That way the thought of Jesus will help them to
come
to a 'a cessation of all modifications of mind'. Eventually they have
to
let go of this thought also to come to samadhi in formless
consciousness.
(I
have strongly recommended the use of a mantra
in
my guidelines for meditation here)
The purpose of the three
named methods of meditation is to transcend
the
mind. When you feel a blank in your meditations you should hold on to
it
and let go of all other thoughts. For this blank and this emptiness (sunyata)
is the goal of meditation. In this emptiness we come to feel and
experience
what we truly are, ie. sat-chit-ananda,
truth, consciousness
and
bliss.
